Friday, March 26, 2010

someone shared her story today.
guess we're all just,
breakable, breakable, breakable girls and boys.
when people do the damage they do,
do they even stop for a moment
and wish things were different?
isn't it unfair that they
almost always seem to move on
scot-free?

8:45 PM

Tuesday, March 23, 2010

this is soooo mad coool

11:19 AM

well i guess
at the very least
you taught me to take all
that heavy stuff in stride,
to have a sense of humour and
to be truly delusional in
everything-will-be-alright-ness.
but do you really think
least is enough????????
we are looking for outlets
not methodology.
hell to solutions i just
want to gripe okkkkk

12:02 AM

Wednesday, March 17, 2010

i can't believe it too,
i recall being more
intelligent than this.
did we know it was going to
be some sort of destiny-altering zomgness?
this is free freakin' fall,
this is endless unstoppable
powerless uncontrollable
deep darned dive;
ok today someone said we were
5 weeks to graduation.
ok now what, now freakinnn whattttttt

11:07 PM

Monday, March 15, 2010

sometimes its just
this resignation.
this is how it has to be.
this is what i chose and
this is what i must want.
there's no such thing as a
solid ground,
we're all hanging on. :(

9:08 PM

Sunday, March 07, 2010

even if i wanted to be
this person for you,
i couldn't.
because, in the end,
i will be the
kind who walks away because
i am afraid.
i was taught to live with
all these fears,
taught to be uncomfortable
with uncertainty,
taught to want all of these,
and im not like you.
i can't be.

11:50 PM

Friday, March 05, 2010

im so scared of
full scale adulthood
i feel like stabbing everyone
who makes anymore indication of
are-you-serious-you-havent-started-job-search
statements
stab you alllllllllll
hahahahaha

9:06 PM

Wednesday, March 03, 2010

our kind of happy

9:53 PM

Tuesday, March 02, 2010

i think honest people make
me uncomfortable.
yknow the people who talk freely about
all gory details about their lives
and thoughts etc
maybe part of why is that
i'm just grossly dishonest.
i seek solace in a
lolful and depthless facade
and i never hesitate to walk away
from people who get too curious for comfort.
but anyway,
yes i just wonder why honest people
like to impose their honest content on
unassuming individuals like myself
just seeking mindless and superficial
interactions from most of the world.
ooo zomg they'd believe its good
courtesy to offer to listen to
some of your honesty too.
the world is dangerous like that.

11:07 PM

yeah im sad.

11:04 PM